This is gonna be blunt and this is gonna come out and make me the bitch. I won’t call out any names.
Stop! Just stop. Be yourself. I understand you are going through a hard terrible time and you need someone. I’m here. I’ve always been here. I don’t I can’t watch this. You get smaller and smaller everyday and You still complain that your fat. yet it hurts you to sit on the hard floor. Sweetie that’s not fat it hurts because your just skin and bones. I love you and I will do anything for you. You should know that by now. I hear you nearly every time you eat even a chip run to the bathroom and throw it all up. Your scared to get fat you think that’s the reason you don’t have someone but its not. Your all scattered brained and overloaded with emotion your cuts they’ve gotten deeper. You can’t be around people without freaking out. Your destroying yourself it pains me to watch. I just want you better. You are beautiful. Gorgeous even. Don’t let anyone tell you any differently. You are amazing and sweet and you don’t need to do this to yourself. I know it hurts. Heart break hurts worse then anything in this world besides for losing someone permanently. Like I almost lost you. You attempted to kill yourself. Your not alone. God please don’t think that you are. I am here to listen. I don’t give a damn what’s going on with me. i am here. Tell me what you need or want me to do. I can’t lose you. Not again. ♥